What is love ? 

Actually I don’t know what is love , I’m learning what is this feeling , if it’s really exist or we just try to feel it or are in vain ! 

I’m learning how to be inside of someone’s life , and build a life together 

In how to make as priority “us” instead myself , how to change my mistakes , and my bad side in a chance to be a better human , with better attitudes! 

I’m learning in how to control my thoughts and my feelings ! 

because it’s not important” just my stuff “, but how to abdicate something that’s is not good for “us”! 

It’s a internal fight because I learned all my life that I need to think about me first , and when I’m very good something bad need to happen , or that is weird because everything is ok ! 

I’m learning how to love , I’m learning to deserve this feeling , that I believe is the change of the world ! 

I’m learning in a hardly way how to love , hardly not because us  , but because me ! 

This mental problem that I am made , make constantly fight inside my head , and always the same question : (that I really need to stop and just enjoy and make worth for you and me )

How can I deserve something so good like you ?

And I’m realising that I need start to think always on “us” , do for us , change for us , and never forget that if we are happy , we need to share this feeing with who needs ... 

and I think this is love , the love I believe , share feelings , in many ways ! 

I found my lover partner , and I love my family , some very good friends , and now I need to share and help another people to love , or to learn about love ! 

I’m a person full of mistakes , but a person that want to be good , to be a better person , and I hope I’m getting that in good way to make a sense about my life , and do on this journey the best that I can  !